I’ve been here almost 24 weeks
survived to stand with this neurotic
drove on my own passed this long road
and pray, “please, take my life, Lord”
I awoke in this middle of the night
asked myself, “is it heaven or hell?”
everything seemed so hollow without a light
even I couldn’t see, is it an angel or tinkerbell?
It was still the same long long road
silent, hollow, windy, and nothing
It will be still the same long long road
when I leave this world for loving
