AGAINTS GRAVITY WITH YOU June 24, 2008

When I spent day by day with you

Everyday seemed so amazing

I was lying in that floor with you

Holded hand, we looked up the ceiling

I was thinking, “will we be like this forever?”

“Will we pass all the time together?”

I didn’t think so

So did you

So did God, perhaps..

But, I know..

One day, that time will be a memory in our mind

2 months, 8 months, 2 years, or 10 years later

that gotta hurt us

that gotta kill us

Why did time pass so fast?

Honey, I didn’t wanna make this last

You said, the sun would set and rise

The day would be replaced by the night

I looked behind the glass your beam eyes

There was something there that made me hold you tight

But, I just wanted to stop the time!

I justed wanted to spend a little more time with you

And more

And more

Yeah, I was right

Now, that memory suffocate my mind

Remind me that you are not mine

I won’t leave this memory behind

But, you will never see my face shine

If God give us one more chance

To make this thing right

I wanna against gravity with you

Where we can stop the time

Where we can feel the sensation

Where we can still love each other

Where we can be together forever

EURO 2008! June 9, 2008

hello world!

mau tau nasib sial gue?

yap..gue gak bisa nonton euro. ooooooh! CRAP!

begini ceritanya..

Gue pun memegang remote control dengan semangat menggebu-gebu. Persetan ulangan ekonomi sama akuntansi. Gue pencet channel 9 yang di TV gue berarti Global TV..Lho? Kok jadi Sms TV?

Okay, gue ganti channel 13, RCTI. Lho? Kok jadi Sms TV juga? Trus gue ganti Channel 11, TPI. HAAAAAH! Kok semuanya jadi Sms TV? AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Gue matiin TV. Trus panik (at the disco). Lari-lari. Teriak-teriak. Trus capek. Dan nangis. Nyokap gue sampe heran gue kenapa. Setelah tenang gue nyalain TV lagi. Sms tv udah gak ada digantiin sama Eurosport News. Gue cuma sempet ngeliat cowok-cowok seksi itu lagi pemanasan, trus tiba-tiba di bagian atas ada tulisan:

”Dear Customer, due to broadcast right issue we are unable to relay and broadcast EUFA EURO 2008 matches from Channel Global TV, RCTI, TPI. Our deeply apologize for the inconvenience. Thank you for your attention”

Dan dilanjutkan dengan kata-kata,

“ WATCH EUROSPORT NEWS (CHANNEL 160) AND SUBSCRIBE NOW!”

Gue lemes. Sial ni gara-gara gue pake tv kabel jadi gak bisa nonton! Dan masalahnya gue cuma langganan HBO, StarWorld, Cinemax, TV 5, dan bla-bla-bla. Gue gak langganan EUROSPORT NEWS. Gimana dooooooooooooooooong? Dasar provider sial!

Gak mungkin kan gue malem-malem buta nelpon mas-mas tv kabel, ‘GUE MAU LANGGANAN EUROSPORTNEWS!! DETIK INI JUGA! GAK MAU TAU GIMANA!” yang ada dikira gue psycho lagi..

Akhirnya, gue nyabut kabel TV gue trus gue tuker sama kabel satunya, gue pikir harusnya bisa, soalnya yang satunya kan cuma kabel biasa. Bukan tv kabel. Tapi malah tv gue cuma semut semua. Trus gue pencet-pencet. Gak ngaruh juga. Huaaaaaah!

Akhirnya gue ke rumah tetangga sebelah gue, ”Tante! Caranya gimana ngembaliin TV ke normal tanpa TV kabel?”

” Wah, tante juga gak tau. Tante gak langganan soalnya.”

Gue semakin frustasi.

”Tante, aku kan mau nonton EURO gimana nih?”

”Ya udah nonton di rumah tante aja.”

”Sampe pagi? Ah, gak enak ah, Tan.”

”Beneran? Gak mau?”

”Errr…..” gue bingung, ”er…gimana ya?”

“Oh, ya udah deh kalo gak mau. WHOAAA! Udah main! Ya udah ya!”

BRAK!

Pintu ditutup. Padahal gue belum jawab mau nonton atau gak. Dasar!

Akhirnya gue gak belajar apapun semaleman. Gak nonton apapun. Dan TV gue jadi rusak. Semut semua. Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

I need you June 2, 2008

I don’t need you

to make me cry

I don’t need you

to make myself die

I don’t need you

to hurt my heart

I don’t need you

to make things so hard

I don’t need you

to destroy the only one love I have

I don’t need you

to burry me and kiss my grave

I don’t need you

to make my feeling fly away

then you throw it down

as you like

I don’t need you

to keep me waiting

I don’t need you

to keep me wishing

I don’t need you

to trample down my dream

my dream of you

I don’t need you

to make me down

I don’t need you

to make me yawn

I don’t need you

to spoil my fantasy

I don’t need you

to make things not easy

I don’t need you

to make me melting

but in fact, you’re lying

But..

I do need you

to make me smile

and laugh with your style

I do need you

to stay with me

to lay beside me

to whisper that you love me

I do need you

to meet me and get high five

to fill my hollow life

I do need you

to make me stronger

to make my life longer

I do need you

to stop myself suffering

to accompany me dancing

I do need you

coloring my day

to make a castle

together in this bay

I do need you

to hold me on my fear

swear to me you’re always here

I do need you

to look the starry night

and turn on my light

I do need you

to say, ‘I LOVE YOU’

to say, ‘I NEED YOU, TOO’